Considering we’ve been together a few months now, I guess I should have expected an argument of some sort to happen. I just wanted to believe that we could float around on a cloud of happiness for a little while longer.
I wish you wouldn’t only want to hang out with me when I’m “fun”. I always thought relationships meant through thick and thin, and that means when I’m happy and when I’m upset or tired or cranky or whatever. It makes me feel like I have to hide that part of me in order for you to enjoy spending time with me, otherwise it’s a burden on you. And I guess I have it easy, since you’re supposedly never sad, but I like to think I’d be cool with it if you weren’t feeling up to partying.
I feel like some parts of our thought processes don’t mesh. You expect certain things of me, and while I concede that some of them are valid points, there are others that I don’t feel I should have to follow. At these times, I wish you understood that it’s okay to do separate things. I don’t have to go to your friend’s place with you. I actually don’t care, I’d prefer to stay by myself than hang out with people I don’t know well and who don’t really bother to talk to me, watching you play Soul Caliber when honestly, I don’t really care about it at all.
I don’t know, should I be more demanding of you, then? You said you wish I suggested more things to do because you feel like you’re dragging me to places. I’m pretty sure you would hate going anywhere I want to go, so I don’t suggest activities. Usually I stay quiet because I want you to have fun with your friends instead of having to think about me. But when I’m tired and you’re not, you get upset with me because what, I’m cutting into your fun time? Look, I’m sorry, I need sleep and I’m a morning person, even if you’re not. I hate it, I don’t like asking you for things, but when you ask things like this of me, I wish I could just throw it back at you. Why is it okay for you to insist on staying up when I’m sleepy? Who’s in the right?